procrastination

This is not the time for me to procrastinate. I really cannot be procrastinating at all. But of course, I have already procrastinated enough that now I have more work to do than I really should have to do. Oh and to top it all off? I am leaving Saturday for a week... meaning I will be missing a week of school... also meaning that I will have a butt load of work to do, and I really cannot be procrastinating that.

How do you force yourself to get work done? The days are getting prettier, tennis is becoming busier, and the work load is just getting bigger. All I want to do is to come home from school and take a big, huge nap. I don't want to have to go to tennis practice, come home, probably have to go to work for a little bit, and then come home again late at night. By that time, I deeefinitely won't want to do any work, but I have to.

Last night was like a break through for me, or maybe just a reeeally good working night. I had a ton of homework, like usual, and I was ready to just wait till the last minute to get it all done. All of a sudden, like my body was controling itself, it shut off my television, grabbed my back pack, and took all my homework out. I really am not making this up, but it all was a blur to me because I just started working and writing and reading and I couldn't stop. I always get side tracked so easily, but I was doing a really good job of just getting what needed to be done, done.

I really hope I have more nights like that.