Summer

Summer! Summer summer summer summer PLEASE come to me!

I miss the late week nights.

Hanging out with someone everyday.

Basically being free.

But wait... don't think that'll be my summer anymore.

So once school ends, I am officially going to be a senior. Wow. Really? So I am really excited because I know next year is going to be amazing... yet there is so much to do! I am going to be working extra this summer, trying to get more money in that little piggy bank of mine. Plus, I have a babysitting job, where a couple days a week I have to watch two little crazy girls from eight in the morning, till dinner time. So basically, there isn't going to be as much free time as I thought there would be. Then I realize, oh yeah! Last summer I did this exact same thing and it wasn't even bad, at all! Oh, but oh yeah Rachel. You are going to be gone looking at colleges and trying to figure out your future along the way, as well as these two little jobs of yours. Fantastic.

Why do I have to grow up so fast? I was talking with one of my good friends the other day, and she was telling me about how much she wished to be little kid again. I kept thinking, why? I love being grown up and doing what I do today. Then I think about and I start to agree with her. There were no worries when you were a kid. Everything was given to you, you never had to work hard, and you were free. It just sucks so much! I remember wanting to grow up so bad! Why does every kid do that? Why is life like this? You know, things are really unfair sometimes.

Well, I know this summer may be my busiest ever... but I am going to make it worth while. Stress free, that is gonna be me!